Sing of HIM!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Dear Tuesday,
I thank God for you :)
For the people you put specially in my life,
before and after the prayer meet :D
although Nellis could't make it to dinner yesterday,
God had other wonderful dinner plans for me
with Angeline and Sarah :D
Tuesday night is always the motivation of the week!

and today's english paper was just fine :)
and yesterday's japanese paper was
all blur during the listening compre..
like I didn't understand a thing!
now just one more week before the exams start for real :)
2 weeks is all it takes to gain freedom.
meanwhile,
I will run this race
till the very end!

Labels: MY GOD SAVES, thanks God, TUESDAY NIGHTS

2:27 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

THANK YOU GOD :D
thank you for the wonderful yesterday spent in church.
also THANK YOU for the wonderful time spent with Nellis at the national library (studying :D) and at Bugis area (eating crispy pancake and drinking coconut juice)
I really did feel happy yesterday,
after such a long time!

我靠着那加给我力量地，
凡事都能做，
或风浪，或低谷，
主平安在我心！

Tomorrow will be my EOY Japanese Exam.
oh well.

Labels: HE IS ABLE, MY GOD SAVES, say AMEN, WEEKENDS

4:39 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

the oral went quite well :)
though I gave a weird and wrong answer for one of the conversation question..

the teacher: what kind of school is it?
(the answer is suppose to be clean, big, old, new etc.)
me: Methodist Girls' School
(I heard wrongly :/ I thought he was asking for the name of my school)
the teacher: :D

Recently I bought the book "Facing Your Giants" written in a teenagers' version :)
by Max Lucado.
I LIKE IT.

I am excited for tomorrow (as usual).

Labels: HE IS ABLE, you put the song in my heart

9:17 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

tomorrow will be my japanese oral exam :/ and Cui Fang will be taking her German oral exam too :)
I nearly finished memorising my whole self-introduction
but still.
I don't know what will happen tomorrow.
i could lose my voice (again) when I step into the room.
i could forget my whole self-introduction and lose 3 marks.
i could stumble and forget how to read the words in the reading passage.
i could jumble up all my sentence structures and muddle up all my words during the conversation part.
So many things could happen,
but I'm glad for Esther's reminder to me
that God can speak Jap and every single language too :D

and..
THANK GOD for last night's prayer meet again!
yet another amazing and refreshing night ;)
last night was the very 1st time
that I attempted to jump and dance together with Valerie and Rebecca :)
it was during the last song :D
it was really weird to start jumping in front of everyone,
but still,
I FELT TRULY HAPPY
just jumping for joy :D

and.
i can't wait for saturday!
i hope she loves surprises :)

Labels: dance, HE IS ABLE, thanks God, TUESDAY NIGHTS

6:53 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

19/09/09
It was one of the best days of September!
It was Nellis's birthday so we had a BBQ at church! :D
and so when me and Valerie left the crowd to go for a "walk" (which she thought was really dumb at 1st), we started talking and I think she's really nice actually.
Then Nellis joined us and then we all started dancing :)
and that was the 1st time that I really felt free and happy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELLIS! I am glad you liked the cross, poem and little card :)

now that the main highlight of the weekends are over,
I shall wait for the 5 days of weekdays to be over
and then I will see them all over again!
6, 9, 11, 12, 19 September are all over.
But 1 October has yet to come :)

Labels: dance, MY GOD SAVES, WEEKENDS

2:50 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

oh this week went just fine!
;) sitting with Jane is not bad actually.
although we're right under the teacher's noses
but its okay! :D

Once this long weekend's over,
the exams will follow one after another...
everything will go haywire
again.

Today it was raining
when I got down from 157
and started walking the deserted path to go home.
what made today special was that it was raining.
and I wasn't walking alone.
I was walking with God.
:D

Meanwhile,
lets enjoy this weekends 1st :)

Labels: walking in the RAIN

8:43 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

uh oh.
something is happening but I don't know what!
is it all back to square one :/

so Monday was english oral
and it went FINE :D
and then I was timekeeper..
I don't know whether I'm allowed to do this
but I
..
:D

Today was chinese oral
and I had this weird sore throat the moment I stepped into the room,
when I left the room
the sore throat was gone.
so my voice was super muffled throughout.
oh nevermind.

and so while we awaited our turn
Megan was like telling us how she wondered why exactly we had to take exams and all.
what was it all for anyway?
don't we just die and fade away from this earth one day?
i guess many a times we have questions like these.
yet we never find out the answer.

I need this weekends
to restore my soul again!

Labels: thanks God

4:56 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

and so ANOTHER NEW TERM BEGINS,
as we leave our September Holidays behind.
oh.
I haven't finished my homework!
on the memorising maths stuff part :/

but even so..
I want to blog about this holidays.
God made a simliar very scary thing happen 3 times in the holidays.
I don't want it to happen again!
so lets start anew!
:)

this holiday was short,
was stressful
was busy
was fun!
THANKS TO DESTINY MUSIC AWARDS 2009 :D
i feel happy!
except that I still haven't completed my homework and I am not ready to start Term 4!
I haven't done any revision but!
nevermind.
haiyo!
so stressful.

and so destiny.
and so hands of love.
and so backstage!
IT WAS FUN!
it was!
and I will miss all of it.
and yesterday and friday,
I was
watching
waiting
looking
observing
admiring
wowing
and feeling amazed at everyone and everything!
and all their voices!
and all their hardwork!
and through it all
what I really did see,
was how
Esther was working super super hard managing the stage and sometimes rushing backstage!
I saw people like Thomas, Wen Qi, the JT band putting in their time and effort :)
Sarah who was a GREAT MCEE i must say :D and how she tries her best to match up to Anne laoshi's requirements!
Pris and Nellis for all their entertainment :)
and Huilin.
For being in charge of the back stage.
which probably wasn't easy at all :D
and for everything she did just for HOL!
and Juliana,
for running the whole backstage all the time :D

These are the people that I truly love :)
I feel motivated because of them!

and I fell in LOVE with the desert song :)
GOD IS MY VICTORY
AND HE IS HERE!

thank you
destiny.
for every single
laughter, joy and reward
in friendship, hardwork and smiles
that you have given to me!
THANK YOU GOD!
thank you!
for everyone in RYM
who made this world a beautiful beautiful place :D

Labels: dance, HE IS ABLE, HOLIDAYS, MY GOD SAVES, say AMEN, thanks God, WEEKENDS

7:11 PM

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Edited at 1.45pm
There are only 3 reasons when I cry.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
You say my blog is like a code,
hard to decipher.
You only have to ask right? :)

You say its like a gossip book,
always making you want to look.
You say every page is interesting,
as my tale turns, with a heart that sings.
I say you are just as lovely and fun,
whether in rain or in sun.
I say you are the 1st person who got permission to read it,
little by little, bit by bit.
I say I want to tell you many things if I could,
but if I only I knew you do the same, would you?

once again,
I thank God for Tuesday night,
Jesus says HE LOVES ME!
:D
its a place where tears can flow so freely,
without caring about the people around you.
because they are all feeling the same as you.
because you are never alone.

I cannot take it any longer,
do you know how unbearable it is
just to watch you from a place far away?

If I told you I miss you,
would you believe it?
If I told you I think about you everyday,
would you believe?

oh and!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SARAH!

Labels: TUESDAY NIGHTS

9:08 AM

Sunday, September 06, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! :D
thank you for being someone significant in my life!

September is the exciting month of birthdays :D
but,
-piano exams (tomorrow.)
-Jap oral :O
-Jap written end of year exam :/
-school oral exams
-english end of year paper
-too much homework plus japanese homework.
all comes along with it.
however,
I will survive with
ALL OF GOD'S HELP.

i thank God for this amazing weekend!

this holidays will not just be another normal one.
i choose to believe that it WILL BE DIFFERENT!

Labels: HE IS ABLE, HOLIDAYS, say AMEN, thanks God, WEEKENDS, you put the song in my heart

8:12 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009

whatever happened yesterday is finally over after 9 whole suffering hours :/

AND NOW TERM 3'S OVER!
and I feel real disappointed about it,
it didn't end the way it could have ended,
which is on a lighter and happier mood.
and and!
thank you Yan Zhen for all the Thursday afternoons!
There's 20 over homework,
I have piano exam's on Monday :/
but I have no interest in playing the piano for human ears.
but still,
i am looking forward
to tomorrow! and tuesday and friday and saturday of course :D
I think shumin's leading worship tomorrow :D
somehow like I feel more comfortable seeing someone I know on stage :)
then tuesday is the Destiny Band worship thingy :)
and prayer meet too!
and FRIDAY
and SATURDAY
is the HIGHLIGHT OF THE HOLIDAYS!
I AM SO EXCITED FOR BOTH
HANDS OF LOVE AND DESTINY.

I ENJOYED BOGAME.
finally,
I feel like I have found a place to have fun
and rest in the presence of all the fun, laughter and board games.
I like
saboteur,
jurassic jumble,
ugly dolls,
cash and guns
:D
I feel like I finally do have a place to belong,
after feeling hopelessly lost in school everyday!

and maybe I will blog about Term 3 and all of God's goodness in both church and school,
after I prepare Esther's bday present :D

7:11 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

I
hate
myself.

I don't know what I should do,
I hate it when things go wrong.

because of the hole/gap in my pocket,
I dropped my handphone
I lost my MGS badge.
I don't want to be badge-less.
:(

8:27 PM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."Isaiah 40:31

11:47 AM