where do I start?
Sunday was a super long day
and I can't say I didn't enjoy it one bit.
but still!
If I could go back to yesterday,
I change a few things.
I don't want to live with so many regrets
that just came along with Sunday.
but what if it's too late,
then I will never get to.
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Why did I join Hands of Love?
How did participating in this bless me?
Junming wanted us to ponder on these questions,
I wasn't so sure yesterday,
but now I am.
WE WERE THE REASON :D
is now one of my favourite songs
and now I understand how much God loves us.
I made many friends and I got to hang out with many people that I never would if not for Hands of Love.
The best example I can give you is Alice and Vanessa.
I WOULD NEVER HAVE TALKED TO THEM if not for Hands of Love!
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Sunday evening to night.
i am truly dazzled by 2 people's smiles.
I do like all of you
and I do want to talk to you
but i can't.
IT TAKES TIME.
but I know I took too long already.
its nearly 2 years..
what am I going to do?
I always never fail to feel two extremely contradicting emotions whenever I am in their midst.
but one day,
i will
erase that negative emotion.
I'll try.
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I am waiting for tuesday night.
and Destiny Music Awards.
maybe I will invite my friend :)
and I am now coming for both nights of the event!
because I am helping out at the backstage too :D
From now on,
September 6th!, 9th!, 11th, 12th, 19th!, October 1st!
will be my motivation for my everyday life ;)
inclusive of all people's birthdays :)
and plus all tuesdays too :D

Labels: HANDS OF LOVE

finally,
finally,
finally,
its the weekends
and I have been waiting for exactly 5 days to see the weekends yet again :)
Its just 2 days.
but its not just any 2 days spent normally :D
Now for 2 days,
I can reduce my stress,
put down school burdens,
put problems regarding teachers, lessons and friends aside,
STOP thinking about the weekends and start living it ;)
because every weekend
brings about every sparkle of hope,
and smiles and joys of friends,
the revival of my soul
and a refresher for a whole new week beginning.
and it starts all over again,
and it never stops.
till one day.

Labels: WEEKENDS

Labels: dance, HANDS OF LOVE, MY GOD SAVES, thanks God, TUESDAY NIGHTS, you put the song in my heart

I love to see people smile :DD
but there are only 7 people in this whole world whose smiles I simply cherish the most :)
I thank God for letting me see all 7 of them smile throughout the weekdays and mostly the weekends.
Perphaps it just means a simple smile to everyone else,
but I see so much more in those smiles :)

Today,
had HANDS OF LOVE practise :)
Had fun,
Had laughter,
Had joy.
The whole session ended with a really pleasant little surprise from God :D
I really really want to
thank God for answering my prayers and pleads for allowing me to come today! or else I would have wasted 2 whole hours listening to some piano professor talk!?!

Anyways,
I am so glad that God placed 4 special people in my lives!
:D

Labels: dance, HANDS OF LOVE, MY GOD SAVES, thanks God, you put the song in my heart

Flag day was not bad! :)
now, I seem to understand how it feels like to stand there with a donation can in my hands.
From 11am to 12.30,
I went around the bugis area with Bingjie :)
but I was limping here and there!
Although it was quite hot,
I still feel good to be able to do something for the association for handicaps.
There are all types of people that I encountered!
- people who donate when you go up to them
- people who refuse w/ or w/o a smile
- people with no reaction at all :O
- people who actually go right up to you and drop the coins in w/o you having to approach them :D
I think I collected less than $20,
but I did my best :DD
It was quite a good experience,
and I am ready for more! :)

Labels: FLAGDAY

After procrastinating and putting it off for 10 weeks,
I "FINISHED" MY HOME ECONS ASSIGNMENT :D
and I just realised how not difficult it is!

Thank God for letting MGS have 2 days of E-learning holiday :D
even though it was just as stressful, but still!
I finished all my e-learning assignments, finally!
so now I have to work on the while pile of jap homework :/

There are storms on the outside and inside.
Outside,
where the wind howls
the trees sway,
the lightning flashes and screams.
Inside,
where you linger
where I wonder
where you break away
and I am left wondering why.

You are the biggest friendship storm I have ever faced,
will this rain stop if I pace?


(edited at 10pm)
I FEEL BETTER!
after going to Dawn's house to "do PW" (more like to play, with Jane, Dawn, Louisa, Jane and Lisa) Dawn's rabbit quite cute actually :D
Maybe like I will post a picture of her cute rabbit next time :)
oh,
and talking to Nellis online always makes me feel better, because she is always going "HAHAAHAH" :D
oh and liz,
if you ever read this,
its so funny that you posted the trojan conversation on your blog!
:) I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MAMA TROJAN. heh!

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okayokay
I GIVE UP.
I will tear both you and me to sheds.
;(

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MY CLASS IS BREAKING APART.
this is a dire situation.
what are we going to do now?


ITS REAL NICE TO READ YOUR BLOG, REALLY :D
you are really direct and quite interesting!

Anyways,
I am pleasantly surprised with my results for HMT and Life Science.
Even though I got a B3 or B4 for HMT,
but PRAISE THE LORD!
I never thought I even pass because I didn't do the 4 and 5 mark question properly.
In the end, I got only 7.5/20 for compre :/
but I am still glad I passed the paper :D

Life Science was a bigger surprise :)
even though I didn't get really high too!
but I didn't expect to do well at all because I barely studied the day before(because of the really bad stomachache :O)
I secured my A1 :D

I THANKS GOD FOR MY RESULTS!
I learnt that as long as you put in your best effort for the subject,
God will not let you down when you get back your results.
Even if you didn't study for the exam because something that prevented you from doing so,
God understands,
He still helps.
MY GOD SAVES.

Labels: MY GOD SAVES, thanks God

This exam period came and WENT :D
along with some really bad stuff that happened of course!

Geography Paper:
6 marks gone because of some question I couldn't answer at all.

Maths Paper:
cough, cough, cough
like couldn't stop coughing,
I was like ehhh God! Help?
I still managed to finish the paper on time though :)

Literature Paper:
On the wings of a Butterfly was the name of the poem :O
some weird friendship poem,
really hard :/

Chinese Paper:
11 marks gone.
Because my glasses broke in the bus that morning,
I DID MY PAPER BLINDLY.
My eyes were GLUED to the paper, really!~
I couldn't see without my glasses..
so I couldn't finish the 6m question,
I wrote one sentence for the 5m question.
heartache

History Paper:
THE PAPER I STUDIED FOR REALLY REALLY HARD!
like 3 hours!
stuff I studied didn't come out :/

Chemistry Paper:
The same day which I did my chinese paper.
no glasses too,
just as blind,
but I think I did fine.

Life Science:
I have never heard of lactobacillius (whatever that is!)
I didn't study for Life Science,
though I TRIED.
The day before,
I only returned home at like 9pm! (after repairing my glasses and attending 3rd language :O)
Then at 9.30,
I settled down to study
but.
This really disturbing stomachache came and
I couldn't study
but I went to sleep :/

But it's all over.
LIKE FINALLY.


If you had to pick a choice, would it be:
a) watch the movie UP! in the afternoon
b)attend the prayer meeting in church at night
c) don't even think about those two options and just stay at home, slack and relax!

If I watch the movie with all my friends, it be real late, then I still have to go home, wash up, do hw, eat dinner, take MRT to church :/
If I watch the movie, I will have to skip the prayer meet totally.

But I just happen to remember
that I made a promise to God
8 weeks ago,
that I would attend every single prayer meet this term,

And God reminded me of a song that I would never have ever thought of.

Seek ye first in the kingdom of God,
and his righteousness.
And all these things shall be given unto you.
(something like that?)

Labels: TUESDAY NIGHTS

woke up at 7.30am,
set off for church at 8.30am,
reached there at 9.25am,
walked into the hall at 9.30am,
discovered I wasn't suppose to be there actually at 9.35am.
I wasn't suppose to come for jamming this week,
but i came. :/ oops!
well,
the same sharing was totally different from last weeks!
I got to hear many experiences.
and,
they let me play the piano in the "big" hall though :D
I love the songs.

你是我神，
我的世界,
没有人能够代替你。

I want to serve Him :)

Labels: the more I think of you the sadder I feel, you put the song in my heart

IN MY EYES, YOU ARE PERFECT,
BUT I KNOW YOU'RE NOT.
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN,
ALTHOUGH IT HAS BEEN JUST 4 DAYS.
:D


My hand,
hurts,
hurts,
hurts.
After writing out 12 pages of history notes.
I spent more than 3 hours on history,
so now I cannot study any more math.
In my head,
the Silk Road, diplomacy, metallurgy, seismograph, spice routes and all the history stuff are swimming.
chim!

There must be more meaning to life than this..


Welcome to common tests week :((
This week is packed, full of History, Geography, Literature, English, Maths.
But at least today's a lovely day :D
and tomorrow night will be lovelier :)

The CD of last Tuesday's incredible prayer meet could be heard all over my house this morning :D
The pastor probably spends half of the whole sermon saying "Amen!"
The CD player is on full blast,
my dad's sleeping beside it.. heeee.

this week is going to be tough,
but WE SHOULD SAY AMEN!

Labels: say AMEN

My heart shattered,
you saddened our hearts.
I am sure we both have always wanted you to come to us
and we have always wanted to go to you.
For her it was possible,
for me it was just an impossible dream.

I thank God for bringing me through the whole 40-day fasting for recess,
even though I didn't fast on somedays,
but I guess I tried my best.
I have sacrificed a few things because I fasted

I can't described Saturday,
neither can I describe Sunday.
It was filled with the most despair.

Jamming was really really tough,
I was confused.
Not easy at all,
but I enjoyed it :D
Its a totally different feeling playing in church :)

I also enjoyed the chinese churches prayer meet for Singapore :D
Then went to Swensens with church people.
:(
I was really tired in the MRT,
but Shumin turned my day round :D
She let me listen to some songs, including Who Am I
Thank you, you don't know how much that meant to me.

And thinking about Sunday,
just as much despair.
I can't describe.

My heart has ben shattered by you so many times
that it cannot be healed anymore.

Labels: HANDS OF LOVE, the more I think of you the sadder I feel, you put the song in my heart

THE REAL YOU IS BACK :D

anyways,
finally,
I finish reading the whole stack of jamming notes in preparation for tomorrow :D
It was quite interesting really!

He is able, more than able
To accomplish what concerns me today
He is able, more than able
To handle anything that comes my way
He is able, more than able
To do much more than I could ever dream
He is able, more than able
To make me what He wants me to be
- Rory Noland

:D Found this nice passage in those thick notes :)

Labels: HE IS ABLE

Why must God give me friends but only to take them back?
I am losing you. It's so hard.
To see you and not talk is unbearable, it feels weird.
--
I enjoyed Thursday.
Netball w/ Yan Zhen is fun :D
--
I ANTICIPATE SATURDAY.


I WAS SO AMAZED WITH LAST NIGHT'S PRAYER MEET.
I am "wowed" by the indian pastor :D
He talked about the future of our church.
God has annointed our church, wow :)
34 months!
and i thank God for letting me reach church on time.
I thought I was going to be late and I was running and running from the MRT station.
But God didn't let me down :)

yesterday's chemistry lesson was quite funny and enjoyable :)
No heating required.
Mrs Sim is funny.
ohh and
i am such a failure in life science.
evreyone can see their yeast cells except me. :/
i am so looking forward to the weekends :D

trust and obey
for there's no other way
to be happy in Jesus
but to trust and obey

Labels: TUESDAY NIGHTS

I need to talk to you, to see you online once again.

Everything seems to be going against the fact that I want to go for the prayer meet.
Suddenly,
the geography teacher wants us to stay back after school and do mapwork :/
there are still many projects dued and homework to be done, exams to study for.
And I still have to stay back to rehearse for speech..

I don't know how I can make it there tomorrow night.
But somehow, with God's help,
I will be there once again.
Tuesday nights are for no one else but you.

Labels: the more I think of you the sadder I feel, TUESDAY NIGHTS

Sze Hui
15 years old
23rd April! ;) 1996
Marymount Convent School RENEWAL CHRISTIAN CHURCH, Methodist Girls' Secondary


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