Eternal life is knowing God, Through Jesus Christ His only son; Such knowledge is life's greatest quest - Without it life has not begun.
Sing of HIM!
Friday, July 31, 2009
SPORTS DAY WAS GREAT, right? uhh, I want to run faster :D I want to join again next year and until sec 4 maybe :)
I will never never stop trying. AND!! thanks Lisa and Nicole :) I KNOW I SUPER CARELESS AND FORGETFUL.. but thanks for accompanying me back to the stadium yeah! :D
I think Jemima is a funnily nice person hee.
8:27 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
FINALLY. I HAVE FINISHED ALL 5 OF MY ANIMAL CIP NESTS :D Hope the lizards get comfortable in them :)) did it for 2 hours :(( that's why its called CIP. its time-consuming!
Yan Zhen says the new coach for netball is real strict! I shall see tomorrow. After 5 long weeks, netball CCA has resumed :D
So.. these two days have been SPA after SPA.. 1st Chemistry then Life Science! bunsen burner SPA was not bad!! it required heating. :( Which is just as scary.. but it went well :DD -------- Life Science was really bad!! who ever thought the micropipette could be so heartless :P I skipped a step by accident.. there goes my marks! The step I skipped was the part where we had to write our index numbers on the cap of the microfuge tube! THE MARKER HAD NO INK. So I wrote on the "walls" of the tube. Then got ink. :/ hmmmmmm. ONE HARD PRACTICAL! but thank God for keeping me all calm! God helped me when I answered the calculation question about dillution and all! I really don't know how to calculate the dilliution factor and all. I changed my answers 3 times before I got the right one :)) trust in the LORD
OH, CAN'T WAIT FOR SPORTS DAY ON FRIDAY :D and! I LOVE PRAYER MEETS!
:D I feel so stressed right now! I barely touched my chemistry even though there's a class test tomorrow. I've been studying my japanese the whole afternoon.. My Jap CA4 is like tomorrow :( I need 25 hours! ohhh. I was listening to my 10 christian music in my phone while I studied. I WANT TO INFLUENCE MY YOUNGER SISTER TO LISTEN TOO :D We were like listening to every song together! Then we danced when we heard the song 在你宝座前 :)) We made up our own dance to go with the song :D Wheee! Then we got bored with studying :) and we made up more dances for the slow song: 小小的梦想,感谢主耶稣 <3
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SO HECTIC and really really sad. God put songs in my heart all week long ;)) they keep me going :D and those songs sometimes appear during worship at both the prayer meet and service on Sunday!
and so one of the songs that played in my heart was sung during Tuesday's prayer meet :)) My eyes burned. It reminded me of how God was there for me. he put that song in my head for a reason at that minute at that second. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
I guess LOVEMG was great! LIVES TURNED TO GOD :D It wouldn't hurt if I go next time :D Ushering wasn't so bad afterall, just weird hee. :D
I kind of miss the mentors in Korea. But they are coming back on Sunday :DD ---- I feel like I lost a friend :( Just a couple of months and we're drifting apart. The longer we drift, the harder it will be. I will do whatever it takes to get you back. ----
I will trade these ashes in for beauty and wear forgiveness like a crown coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
at the foot of the cross
12:52 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
days and days, now I can see this very big difference between Lisa, Louisa and Liz thio :D all good ones yeah!
Lisa is funnily nice! Louisa is the work hard person and pro is everything :D Liz is the. err. well someone who is easily approachable :))
so today for art! i put lisa, louisa and liz to test. hee. not really a test sort of thing just happened to happen like that! THOSE TRUE COLOURS JUST SHINE THROUGH :D I can't open the dress :/ so I go to Liz for help, she says wait wait wait. I approach her so many times la :D heee Then Lisa comes along, naturally helps me yeah!! thanks for your help :D and louisa comes near to submit her work and i ask her how to do this and that :)) she helps la! very nicely. thanks :D
Everyone reacts so differently! but its okay ;D we all should react differently :DD or we be all the same eew. :))
7:47 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
my church is leading worship at 7.30pm korea time :D :D is huilin dancing? :))))
3:28 PM
MONDAY and TUESDAY were such sad days. chemistry was super super hard! with the bunsen burner and all. i need to be bolder and braver with the bunsen burner! Lighting it is less of a problem now, but the next step I need to overcome is the part where you need to place your evaporating dish onto the wire mesh which is directly over the bunsen burner! :( 4-5 people were like crowding round me, watching me attempt to do that.. I took an awfully LONG LONG time. I JUST CANNOT DO IT. i practically "threw" the dish onto the wire mesh! .. the salt solution splattered out! ahh.
I JUST CANNOT TAKE CHEMISTRY NEXT TIME, really, really.
Wednesday passed so fast because school ended early :D the secret to keeping alive is singing a song.
3:02 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
:DDD CAN'T STOP SMILING! I get to send you off later :D I am so excited for you la. :) 加油!
6:35 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I felt so sad and disappointed. :( But its okay la! Before I left church, I went to the 大堂 door near the toilet there. I peeped in. So dim, so empty, not a single soul. Most places would seem creepy and scary when there are dark and dim and empty. But the moment I peeped in, its that feeling of serenity, peacefulness, nice feeling. :D and I saw a vision of myself there. SO I went home myself. On the way to the MRT I saw Jia Ying and Si Hui. The feeling of seeing someone you know while you are walking to somewhere on your own is GOOD :D I thought they would ignore me. heh but they didn't. They bothered to say hi :D ahh, so nice of them la!
I want to send you off!! But I can't ;( because -no one in my family is going -my parents don't allow. -H1N1 -school the next day. HAVE FUN THERE ANYWAY! :D
7:05 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN :D YOU ARE NICE AND SWEET!
There's no meaning to life if we have to study everyday D: If there was no weekend to look forward to every week, I MIGHT JUST DIE. This is just the third week of school and its getting worst.
the only way I survived this week was to sing in my head everyday every second
I want to go church, prayer meet, jamming, one love gathering. I want to meet my friends there :D
This life used to have meaning. I am trying to rediscover it.
4:00 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Too many assignments and projects nowadays :( Term 3 is going to be one very busy term! We have like over 5 projects, poetry presentation, book review presentation, SS scrapbook, home econs traditional dish assignment, english portfolio and more. Then there's tests and tests. Life Science practical, chemistry class test, geography test! And today we just had two tests. D: TOO MUCH TOO MUCH AND MORE TO COME. whatever happened to the free time we all used to have afterschool? It's bombed up with all the homework. We all need to relax once in a while don't we? But school makes it impossible.
5:24 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
EHH! Home Econs was quite fun yeah! PURE JOY! :D Shu Kit was nice la! Vegetarians don't touch chicken or something, but she still help me poke them :) and yeah.. :D And behind us were Megan and Jolene haha funny. they were like so PANIC PANIC PANIC, Jolene peep into our oven and PANICKED she was like MEGAN OUR TOMATOES ARE NOT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STICK! OUR TOMATOES ARE LIKE AT THE TOP!! heh. :D fun:)
6:12 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
Ehhhh, so rushed again to MOELC wished I could just stay cool and calm. Like Cui Fang!
Every school day's a trial with so many tests of integrity along the way! Today one came right up to me. Its the MOST basic one. The one which tempts you to copy your friends work when you forgot to bring yours. But I didn't fall for that ;D
In the bathroom, on the way home, during worship in church, when I am walking in the dark, I sing everywhere. Singing lets me express my feelings in another way, through my voice :D
Especially at home, when no ones watching Dancing gives me the feeling of lightness and freedom to move about. <3
9:08 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
HEH! This is En En. What do you think she's doing huh?
Reading a newspaper of course so she can copy what I'm doing :DD
But obviously, babies don't read :) They always get bored trying to copy the big people, so they do the opposite :D STEP STEP STEP!
oh and
THANKS
Angie
for the awesome choice of the youth day present.
NICE PEN!
6:37 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
There is darkness on the water, There is darkness on the land. There is darkness all around us, but I will hold your hand.
I will sing to you of morning, I will stay until it's light. I will sing to you of laughter, on the other side of night.
9:28 PM
SO IT WAS FABULOUSLY FUN! :D just like those outings that my sister always has with Nellis and Priscilla! Just Alice and me for last night. heh! We couldn't find our way to Victoria Concert Hall and so we took taxi! And the fare was like $8.40?! were we cheated? anyways, WAS TRYING HARD not to fall alseep during the last few songs. after the concert, took MRT to Bishan went walking in circles at the circleline and we couldn't stop talking about many things and people in church however it was mainly about.. Esther. Alice REALLY REALLY REALLY can't stop talking about her :D hehe. Alice betray me lah somemore go tell me, HAHA. Alice keeps telling me that esther is an auntie :P and how disgusting/bad/auntie-ish esther is. she didn't say a single good word about her! so I made her tell the truth about esther! and she doesn't exactly think esther is that bad. ITS A LOVE-HATE REALATIONSHIP between the both of them. Funny how Alice can love and hate at the same time. :D
1:39 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
OUR CHEM TEACHER IS WEIRD :D heh. PW IS NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED :( Mrs Soo scares! THIS VIDEO IS ABOUT SACRIFICE. Found this on Sebastian's blog :D this video is really sad :( But the little child at the end of the video is so sweet :D HEARTWARMING. WOULD YOU KILL YOUR OWN SON JUST TO SAVE THE LIVES OF OTHERS? would you have pulled the lever?
I WONDER, IS GOD'S LOVE JUST THE SAME?
8:16 PM
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
SWIM P.E. STARTED TODAY! Guess what, I am placed in the BEGINNER'S CLASS again! Since P2 Since P3 And now in Sec 1 still the same. HEH. Kind of sad! Looks like I will never learn huh! SO we learnt how to blow bubbles HAHA. I still don't know how to swim breast stroke! since p2! that's why I'm a beginner :( But I'm going to learn breast stroke properly once and for all! I am not giving up on myself, cause God has not given up on me :D oh and! I REALLY REALLY DID FAST FOR RECESS TODAY! NO DRINKING AND CHEWING! :D JUST READING THE 40DAY PRAYER THING AND PRAYING!
5:27 PM
Sunday, July 05, 2009
"Cell outing" yesterday. :D So after Huilin left me and Mathilda went Bugis to eat bread. Because of something, we couldn't stop laughing heh!! HOHO. So then we decided to go home. But BIG PROBLEM Mathilda really did not know how to change trains at Dhoby Ghaut! But did I look like I knew? So I tried to tell her what I knew. And then. When the train got to Dhoby Ghaut I told her GO, YOU CAN DO IT. Then.. 1 second later, I wished I had gotten out of the train just to explain everything more clearly 1 minute later, I wished I brought her right to the train itself. 5 mintues later, I wished I saw her go into her next train after bringing her there. I WAS SOAKED IN GUILT. FELT SO BAD, FELT LIKE DEAD. I was afraid she get lost! So, I PRAYED IN THE MRT. OH but she reached home safely. :D
AND today was great yeah. Realised Alice and I both shared some SILLY LITTLE DREAMS. I WILL NOT BETRAY ALICE BY TYPING THEM HERE :) We sure do dream big! And Alice's dream is far bigger than mine but I think its awesome. BUT WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE IF WE DREAM BIG FOR HIM.
6:42 PM
Friday, July 03, 2009
I AM ALL SET TO DO HOMEWORK PROPERLY THIS LONG WEEKEND. The 1st week of school was :D Today Megan wrote on the board: IF YOU HAVE RED SEA YOU STILL HAVE TO DO EXERCISES DURING SWIM PE. o.O the history teacher didn't see that :D And Liz and Megan love beauty world! Fasting recess is going great! Can't wait to see church people tomorrow and on Sunday :) They are the best part of life! :)
AND was so happily surprised to see Anne laoshi, Chuan Yan, Aimee and Esther in my school :) They were setting up the DESTINY MUSIC AWARDS booth :D Its the boost of the day!
5:24 PM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Everyone's blogging these days! OH, and there is this new girl called VIVIENNE, nice name. But I haven't said a single word to her because apparently kimchrystalandgang have surrounded her everyday. But nevermind :)
Now I can see all the cliques in our class. There are popular ones fun ones heart-warming ones violent ones I see how 1E's cliques separate classmates and its really sad and unfair. All the cliques are all nice except.
oh. Attempted to fast yet again. Drank apple juice but did not chew anything :) I did not tell anyone even though one or two are asking me why I was not eating. FEAR. Is it.
OHOH.
6:59 PM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Today was super depressing! Then I was suppose to fast for recess! I sort of did. Is it cheating if I drank a cup of green apple juice? All these temptations. I'll try not to get too hungry tomorrow :D
I DO NOT regret going to yesterday's prayer meeting! I am going to the prayer meet next week if I can! :)
Today is Valerie's birthday! I managed to give her the birthday present during the prayer meet :))
3:21 PM
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Sze Hui 15 years old 23rd April! ;) 1996 Marymount Convent School RENEWAL CHRISTIAN CHURCH, Methodist Girls' Secondary
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