Sing of HIM!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

I don't get it. Really don't!!

So why do I respect Sarah so much? I give everyone in church the equal amount of respect but then for Sarah, why I feel like she's so WOW.

8:15 PM

Friday, January 30, 2009

Thank God!!!! Like Duh!

What a breeze eh. Almost died when I realised that we had to bring lab coat on Wednesday! But anyway I asked God to work out something, so one way or another, there would be no need to touch the lab coat at all! Oh, yes it did work out!! And anyway next week got test on bunsen burner!! Must turn it on for the teacher to see... I am like.. So bad at it. I am so terrified of the flame.

Anyway, again on Wednesday, I asked God not to send the bus I was going to take (which was 157) when I was walking on the overhead bridge. I totally detest that!! Cause then I have to wait for another bus. And then it did! In fact as soon as I got to the bus stop, the bus came!! Woohoo.

Oh and guess what! On Firday, I really wanted to find out if I would really, really, confirm go heaven. So I told God at the bus stop, "Well if I really am going heaven let the 1st bus that comes by be 157!" And guess what! The 1st bus wasn't 157. It was 74. So I was thinking, if I had said 74 instead of 157, would God have sent a 157 instead?? I wish. (So I could go home immediately!) So the same thing happened 8 more times. I was kind of... after that. But I repeated it again, hoping that it would be 157! So after saying it the 9th time, (and I was all alone at the bus stop by then cause 157 took a pretty long time) 157 came! Like wow. So was I still going heaven or not.. That is something to think about forever.

5:26 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Not much happening during chinese new year.. Bored. So I'm just staying at home and going around the internet, snooping at people's blogs. Yeah, I'm totally bored out.

4:52 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I don't get it. I really don't.

Everytime I see the name Sarah Chang at the "add people you know" section on facebook, I want to add her.. But something stops me! You could say fear maybe, the fear of my invitation being rejected. I don't know why. Seriously..

Anyways, yesterday was FUN! Yeah! I learnt so much more about ice-skating than all the other times put together! And all because of the great help from Hui Juan and all my church friends! Yay for them!!

Then after this we had to rush to church.. But we were 30 minutes late for service!! Sarah was leading worship. Then during sermon, I got abit annoyed with Sin Yee and Hui Juan, cause they were not listening to sermon!! Okay, it was not like sermon was interesting, but at least listen lah.. Still, no matter how boring it was, I did learn some stuff. (Which I forgot!! Sigh* what goes in always comes out..)

Anyway, after 2040 was reunion dinner! (More like reunion buffet really) Then Esther played those really, seriously brainless games, and we were all really trying to know the answer.. Till now, I'm still dying to know the answers.

Hanging out with church people is fun!

5:28 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009

Maybe when you're far apart, you don't feel much for each other anymore.

Went back to MCS today! I don't know why but I sure don't feel much when I see all my old friends... I am not totally thrilled, though most of them went crazy when they saw each other. We've all been leading these very different lives nowadays, we've all changed abit I guessed. Well, things were supposed to change anyway..

But I feel so much closer to my new life in secondary school with all my friends! Maybe i'm just leaving the past behind. Leaving nothing but memories.. When I look down to the empty netball court from the 4th storey, I still can visualize me standing in it, whether I was GK, WD, WA, C, whatever, I can see myself and the rest running and catching the ball. I see myself and the rest playing netball together. The court where most of my Friday afternoons were spent for 3 whole years. The court that I would never play in again. The court which held so many disappointments for me again and again...

5:33 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Maybe at 13 you are not supposed to have too many regrets in life.
But if I could live life once again, there are so many things I would totally changed. Like:
-Total protection on my deteriorating eyesight. (Wearing glasses would be my lifetime's regret forever) Ok well, maybe I could go for lasik or something. But then again, when I remove my glasses at the end of the day, I stare out of the window and what do I see? Nothing. I could see something, but the something blurs so much that it all looks like nothing. Maybe things could be so different. Like one morning if I wake up and I see my vision's 100% clear, I would scream because I would be so happy. Anyway, no one would ever understand how I would really feel about this.
I was kind of wishing things would be different.

8:41 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Today was Angeline's Birthday!
Happy Birthday!
So anyway I smsed her happy birthday that morning, and then she replied "Thank you!". That kind made me happier for no reason. No reason at all. But I'm happppy! haha
So today Hands of Love went to Plaza Sing to spend the $100 we earned in ICE-CREAM! What a good yet fast way to spend money at Swensens...
I love ice-cream!(and cheese cake too)
Then there was Reunion Dinner! Food again.
:)

11:13 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009

SO STRESSFUL. is all I've got to say!

1st week of school only and got stress already..Mostly from Japanese! I got to learn all 46 letters by Monday.. But I've only learnt 25 so far! 21 more to go.. I still need to learn Japanese Dictation for more than 10 words! So much homework from Japanese lessons and I've only known Japanese for less than a week..

But anyways..School's going fine. With my 3 fabulous friends! But still a english informal kind of exam is next week!!!! I am supposed to do a personal recount speech kind of thing and then read to the whole class..(Expressively, confidence, correct, pronunciation, eye contact, volume, stance, hand gestures(I hate this one!)) Argh.

7:55 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

It was sooo fun. There was mass dance (in which the instructor repeatedly called us "girlies", "honey" and "love"), the 2.3km walk at Kent Ridge, the meal times(YUM), station games and water games, sleeping in the hall, our class cheer and last but not least, the Great Campfire! Yah.
Really, extremely fun! Our student leaders were so WONDERFUL. And at least I have 3 new friends: Dawn, Louisa and Jane! And there all coindentally are christians! (Ok, well maybe not coindentally cause God doesn't make things happen coindentally.)

Now about church!
OK, so now we are learning about our purpose in life with the help of the book: The Purpose-Driven Life! Then my cell leader in still the same. No change. (I was kind of disappointed. if you were me you know why.)
I was kind of wishing things would be different.......................................................................................
*Sigh* :(

6:27 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps.
Finally 2009 has arrived. Finally I didn't miss the countdown. If not I would have missed it for 3 consecutive years. So anyway, Priscilla, me, my sis, Lim Xin Yi, Teo Xin Yi, Sean, Samuel and Priscilla's parents went to Kallang for Countdown! We saw fireworks. Then we went BK to eat. I had my 1st food of the year. An ICE-CREAM which costed $1.45. Yummy. Then at last me and my sis got home at about 2am. Now I'm SO tired but I can't go back to sleep! Happy New Year again! :)

10:08 AM